| It's been awhile since I updated, which isn't a big deal because nothing ever happens. Oh wait, except for me getting knocked up and trapped in a commitment for the rest of my fucking life. Fuck this shit, there are people who go to extreme lengths to get pregnant and the universe thinks it's a cosmic joke to dump a kid on me. I can't smoke, I can't drink, I can't do anything fun. I'm stuck with W, I'm stuck with a kid that I can't afford. I think I deserve to bitch about this. Fuck you life, I hate you. I'm friendless, I need a better job, I need a better life. But then, who needs friends when they all turn into JACKASSES!! I hate him, some friend. What kind of friend just drops you out of their life? But then again, so did everyone else. Why fucking bother? Everyone at work is all, 'oh, that must be so exciting, aren't you excited?' etc, etc. I want to scream at them, NO MOTHER FUCKERS, I'M NOT EXCITED, ASS, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING! There's no way out of this, this is the rest of my life in a nutshell. Yes, I'm panicking, no, I'm not taking this well, and no, I will not see a bright side to this - EVER. Life sucks. |
